drawing....

i'm not sick anymore. i'm stressed cuz of school and everything else. i really hate anatomy lab (i like my prof, i like the people in the class, i just hate poking around at dead people). the cadavers have been there for ages. they smell really bad. their muscles are shredded from being poked at so many times and i can't touch them let alone look at them for very long without feeling sick. i'm not doing so great at memorizing all this technical stuff at such a fast pace and i'm already feeling burned out. is the semester over yet?!?! i'm taking the summer off for sure! i have to or i might kill myself. :(

so one thing i've been doing to entertain myself between classes (when i'm not trying to study) is draw. and lately the most amusing thing has been my anti-twilight stuff.... :)

so i'll show you some of the ones from today.

i had to draw to keep from falling asleep. this guy was playing something pretty but really mellow during lunch on the piano in the room.....





and just to add something random....

TWILIGHT

"A state of imperfect knowledge or understanding."
--Oxford Dictionary def. #4

OK!!! Here is one of my ANTI-TWILIGHT comics I've concocted! The first one I started isn't completely done and I've started on a new one ;)

Cameron, Jarom, and Amber kept reading this one cuz they thought parts were funny.... I think they each have one little part that is their favorite (like Jarom's is that part about howling). Enjoy! :D

going the hippie

so my throat is all icky still... i went to my ONE class today. but i still have to go to work today cuz NOBODY would take my shift! :'( (chris (b) is sick too... he was trying to get off early yesterday, jamey has a game today and can't take it, andrew won't ever take anything on the weekends cuz he's recording with his "band," and everyone else is working with me or a manager. i asked if jen could, but she never got back to me... so yeah. everyone else is working with me tonight. at least i got tomorrow off....

i slept in today... i went to bed early last night (well, i should say couch cuz that's where i fell asleep).

all i've done today is this: took a shower, ate cereal, went to class, got amber from school, and now i'm sitting here on my lappy.

i have about 2 hours til i need to head to work... i hope it goes by fast.



what's with the title you might ask?
well, yesterday my mom still had her....portal? no, that's not it... anyway, she had a THING still open and decided to TEST for me to see what will make the GERMS go away and make me feel all BETTER! i hope it works.

i'm supposed to take stamina for 2 days (2x a day--am and pm) ....i forgot to take the stamina before i left for class (even though my mom reminded me.) i remembered IN class... but forgot again... i should go do that. will it still be ok with the ghosties if i take it now? or do i have to wait til bed time and just finish tomorrow???

i'm also supposed to take dandelion leaves in capsules for 5 days... 2x a day i think. i have to wait til my mom gets them all "capsulized."

and then there's red clover. mom has to go get that... not sure if they have it at the hippie store. but that's what the ghosties said would work the best.... no alternatives i guess....

i asked how it works with the ghostie guides.... do they poke your (in her case) legs? do they shove you? or maybe they mess with you nervous system?! haha.... "oh crap... wrong time! start again!" ~poke poke~

of course... my mom laughed... a lot. lol... well??

the ghosties also said i'm no dehydrated... it sure don't FEEL that way. (-_- ) i drinking lots of water and it no working. :(

my mouth feels rather dry these days. wth?! hmph... mine mommy said according to her herb dictionary that dandelion leaf and red clover are supposed to (among other things) help cleanse the blood or something.... so i guess the ghosties want my blood to be cleaner? maybe it was a vampire ghostie? lol... jk

oh... which reminds me... i've decided to do an anti-twilight comic strip of my own... but when i have it done i don't know... maybe i can send to to brianna in the next letter i send her!

(we've decided to do what we used to do in jr high! we used to write notes to each other, but they would look like a comic strip and we'd have the characters say our messages! the characters would just be doing random things. in this case we send a letter with the comic about what we've been up to. in the comic strips she does a box or two, and then i do the next scene or two! it's sooo fun! i also sent her a mix cd and had a story that went with the cd!)

anyway.... i guess i'll keep you guys up dated to what we send/get! i love it already and we've only sent 1 (she sent the first one and i just sent her back a few days ago. now she's gotta figure out what she's gonna do and send it back)

the reason it took me a while to send brianna's back to her is cuz i had to go get more stamps... but i finally got that taken care of and she loved my "love story" cd/story... we do them with our versions of the pacman ghosts!

we also have nicknames for each other. i gave her pinky back in 9th grade i think.... she liked it so she called me peachie! go us!!!!! hehe... :)

still sick and hating it

at least my headache is pretty much gone...

i HATE HATE HATE being sick!!! :'( i think i have the strep or something. it's not very pleasant and it hurts to swallow and tastes really gross. not to mention that i have this big white spot on one side of the throat where it's very puffy.

it tastes kinda how it tasted after i have my wisdom teeth taken out. just gross! :(

i went to my first 2 classes (was last to the first one) but i am SKIPPING my gym class. i don't think it'd be a very good idea to work out when i have a bit of a headache left over from the other day and i'm sick and if i stand for too long i get kinda dizzy.

working out will most definitely make it all worse. mb i should go see the DR. but i no have insurance yet.... :\ i really need to sign up this weekend. i guess i can go to that clinic by the high school like my mom said. hmmm...

what if it's not just strep and i have to be quarantined?! what will i do about my classes? :O lol... but i doubt that would happen.

sickly :(

ok. so it won't let me change the colors of the text... how lame!

anyway. for like the past 2 days or something i've had this really icky headache off and on. and my throat hurts and feels swollen and puffy. my neck is really stiff. and i've felt a little nauseous off and on through the day.

this morning (when i finally got up and did something) i was feeling really warm and my mom said i felt warm to her. i took my temperature and had a fever of 100.3! ick...

i took some ibuprophen for the throat and headache.... then right before i left i ended up taking some dayquil.

yesterday i made the mistake of not eating anything with it (dayquil) and i felt HORRIBLE on the ride to school. after i got some cheetos in my belly i felt ways better. and then when i was feeling fairly good... i go to my anatomy lab. it figures that the day i'm already feeling sickly is the first day we look at the cadavers.
it smelled sooooo bad! and the table i'm at is right next the the cadaver tables. eww!!! i had to go home after my last class (gym) and wash EVERYTHING and take a hot shower before i went to work.... :6

so today all i felt like eating were some of the left over yams from the other day... nothing sounded good. (you know i'm not feeling very good when i don't wanna eat anything.)

i ended up skipping chemistry cuz i couldn't get myself to get moving. i was feeling better at the end of bio lecture and at lunch when i ate some rice and mandarin chicken. they weren't very heavy foods and so it didn't make my tummy all unhappy.

i started feeling icky again in my communications class (which had to be in the library basement cuz they're changing stuff in our actual room). it felt a little stuffy... only cuz i ended up sitting in a more crowded spot... i had to move and the break... i was gonna die if i didn't.

so i was feeling all icky on the ride home and my legs were feeling like they were gonna give out on me. i get home and take my temperature... guess what it was?!
95.4!!! i go from a fever to a cold!

i think part of it was that i spent time outside (outside felt really really really good cuz it's all cool. and it's warm inside.... but i don't think it's such a good idea if i spend too much time outside with my being sickly)

well... i guess we'll see how i'm feeling tomorrow? my head feels better when i'm laying down. :)

last night at work it wasn't doing so great. i felt on the verge of a migraine or something. :( the lights were hurting my eyes and the music was making my headache worse. i had to wander the house in the dark last night cuz i couldn't turn on the lights. (-_- ) it hurt too bad. talk about a lame night.

that would be the reason that i ended up sleeping in through my chem lecture.....




let's see if i can't find another random movie quote! :)

"Just like Frankenstein, but cuter!" Weird Science 1985

STRESSED is DESSERTS spelled backwards!

school is still stressing me out... among other things.

today has been on-again off-again hot/cold weather. i don't enjoy it. (-_- )
it's almost spring. you can tell.... i'm glad. except that today won't make up it's mind. hot, cold, windy, not windy...

ba-hum-bug.... utah weather! we're lucky and get several seasons in one day... sometimes all four! how many states can say that?! at least it's not snowing/raining/hailing, etc. but i heard it was SUPPOSED to snow this weekend. it didn't... so i guess it either passed us up, or we're getting a slow storm that will hit later this week.... or next.

right now i'm waiting to go pick up amber. i've got about 25 minutes til she's out. i'm thinking about getting a GPS... it would be very nice! plus i would have instructions and won't have to go hunt down google maps or call ppl when i'm uber lost. (but i've heard LOST is when you have to most FUN! sometimes i'm not so sure...)

anyway... i want to go get some kisses. i think the chocolate would help me feel not-so-stressed. and kisses totally GO with the up-coming holiday! (single's awareness day!)

i looked on amazon and the one i'm thinking about getting is about the same price... mb about $5 cheaper. but there's another one that costs more than the one at walmart.... mb i'll just get the one from wallyworld... :\


i'm glad jason puts up with me... i was stressed and kinda mad that he wasn't texting me back. i called and yelled and stuff... and what makes me mad when i yell or get mad is that he laughs and says how cute i am... grrr.... sometimes he tries to make me mad just to see how i'll react. like how long til i get pissed and start to yell or try to smack him or whatever. when he laughs at how mad i am it either makes me mad-er or it has the opposite effect... we start teasing each other. *sigh* boys.... he likes to tell me how big of a baby i can be sometimes.... cuz when i get really mad or stressed.... i end up crying. not always just crying... like i'm mad and i get a knot in my throat and keep trying to talk and it makes my eyes water.... then i get more upset and gulp and can't breath.... BLAH! i hate it!!! but what can i do? not much i guess..................




random movie quote!
"Boris, if we let him live he will burn down half of Europe!"
"Good, let's hope it's the half with our landlord."
(sorry, idk what movie)

late nights. . .

i'm not sure why i can't sleep until really late lately. i think i'm just not tired?? who knows. but here i am (again). i guess it's a good time to blog....

i was looking at pon and zi little comics. :D they're sooo cute!!!

(and i guess i'll have to do a lighter purple next time... sorry!!)

anyway. . . . what should i talk about?

what....

should....

i....

talk....

about???

i got my anatomy lab homework done tonight while my mom was putting some more musika on my mp3 player.... prince and such.

i need to get some muse stuff.... and most definitely need some BOWIE! hehehe.... <3

jason has been off job hunting... i guess today wasn't so fruitful.... but he'll find one he'll like. i'm sure he will! :) it's just a bit of a bummer cuz that means that i might not get to talk to him as much or even see him as much (which is NOT very much as it is!) (-_- )

we'll see how this works out.... i wonder when i'll get to see him again? soon i hope. that would be nice. very nice. ;)

nite!